Hello dear friends and other people who just happen to come across my blog, well first yesterday i took my Math Exam Part B which is 60% towards my GCSE it's most likely that i'll fail, one these are new papers i mean the teachers haven't even seen them and secondly i revised nearly everything i learnt, the questions asked were so difficult even to the people who where in top sets, i went in totally confident and i came out traumatized, most of the things that were in the exam weren't even anything i learnt or something i was told to revise for example questions like factorize or simplify i think; E squared - 100. Was totally stuck because we didn't even learn that till just about 5 minutes till the exam, and i didn't even understand it. This is the second time and i'm gonna have to re-sit two fucking exams. I'm damn sure that only one kid will get C-B because she clever and understands it because her dad is a mathematician, sometimes i wonder why i got up to this level i'm not a clever kid, i did all of my homework all on my own, i had no-one to help me with it so that's were the confusion comes and my questions were left unanswered, i feel so bad...Like i've finally got to the point where i can pass English and Science but Math is just a pain in the backside, so Good luck to the kids that are taking Math GCSE's and tell your teacher to give you the right fucking information. I really don't want to fail or see anyone fail.
Anyway course-wise i've chosen art, someone should kick me in the head because i hate it now, my teacher is expecting more from me and i'm sorry i can't do it, all of my concentration is going on my mom who is pregnant and due in March and i get to name the baby that's the good thing but shes diabetic so yeah.
To the people who think i'm older than them....i'm probably not, i'm 14, being told by a 16 year old that they thought you were older than them just starts to make me think what if i was, that'd be scary to me :|